STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

Just You Wait (My Fair Lady)
One Hundred Easy Ways (Wonderful Town
Aiutami (The Light in the Piazza)
Night Reconnaisance (The Dresden Dolls)
Now/Later/Soon (A Little Night Music)
Anthem (Chess)

STEP TWO:
– Name: Jody to Springfield, Joanna to Tulsa.
– Birth date: 4 December 1991
– Nickname: Dizzle, JoHanna
– Eye Color: Blue
– Hair Color: Brown
– Zodiac Sign: Saggitarius

STEP THREE:
–The shoes you wore today: Neon and black splatter-paint rocket dogs
– Your weaknesses: Bread, gossip, racy fanfiction
– Your fear(s): Elevators, railroad tracks
– Your perfect pizza: Barbecue chicken, spinach and ranch
– Goal you’d like to achieve: I want to never pass up an opportunity to perform. I also want to be happy!!

STEP FOUR:
– Your best physical feature: Personally I like my eyes. I've been told my breasts are nice, but I think that's just because they're breasts.
– Your bedtime? Whenever I feel like it, bitch!
– Most missed memory? Scape. This last summer was pretty great too.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That…
– Pepsi or Coke? Coke.
– McDonald’s or Burger King: McDonalds. I changed my mind since the last time I did this survey.
– Adidas or Nike: I care not.
– Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton, only because Alan Rickman referenced it in Play by Samuel Beckett.
– Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate. What the hell is wrong with you if you picked vanilla.
– Cappuccino or coffee: Straight up coffee. The occasional latte.

STEP SIX:
Do You…
– Smoke: Hell no.
– Curse: So much.
– Sing: Constantly.
– Dance: In so many ways. Balletically and freakily.
– Take a shower everyday: Yeah.
– Have a crush: Oh, y'know.
– Do you think you’ve been in love?: I love Seth. To this day I still don't know if I loved Thurston for real.
– Want to go to college: I would like to continue going, yes.
– Like(d) high school: The first half sucked and the last half was pretty good. First half of senior year was the best.
– Want to get married: Yes.
– Get motion sickness: Never.
– Think you’re attractive: Sometimes I'll believe it.
– Think you’re a health freak: Hell to the no.
– Get along with your parents: Yeah, usually

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month…
– Gone to the mall: Yeah, Woodland Hills in Tulsa.
– Eaten an entire box of Oreos: Shared one with Sally.
– Eaten Sushi: Friday night, actually.
– Been on stage: Actually, I have only been backstage.
– Gone skating: No
– Made homemade cookies: Nope.
– Gone Skinny dipping: Ha, no.
– Stolen anything: Nnnno.

STEP EIGHT:
Ever…
– Played a game that required removal of clothing: No ma'am.
– If so, was it mixed company: N/A
- Flashed anyone: Not...technically.
– Been beaten up: Nope.
– Shoplifted: No.

STEP NINE:
– Age you hope to be married: Um...probably about 23.
– Numbers of Children: I'm gonna say three maximum.
– Describe your Dream Wedding: Most likely in a theatre. I want 'Johanna' played as I walk down the aisle.
– What country would you most like to visit? Greece or Scotland.

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex..
– Best eye color?: Brown.
– Best hair color?: I really don't care about hair color.
– Short hair or long hair?: Medium. Long can be good on the right person.
– Height: Taller please! But not freakishly tall.

STEP ELEVEN:
– Number of people I could trust with my life: About...ten?
– Number of CDs that I own: I'm not counting.
– Number of tattoos: Zero.
– Number of piercings: Ears, that's it.

Personal Quiz
Who were you with yesterday? Mom, Dad, the Drury theatre department, and Seth.
What woke you up this morning? My dad, actually.
Where are you? My room in Lottie Jane Halllllll
Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Sure? Mondays are okay.
Do you like anybody? Oh, y'know.

THE PAST
Ever thrown up in public? No, I haven't.
Passed out because of alcohol? Yeah. That was a night...
What’s on your mind RIGHT NOW? Sethers. And what I have to have done this week.

THE FUTURE
What kind of home would you like? A house on the outskirts of a city.
What do you want to be when you grow up? Paid performer, maybe an ASL interpreter or novelist as well. A good friend, mother and wife.
Where do you see yourself in 5 years? Graduated and trying to find work. Possibly engaged?

IN GENERAL
Do you like candy necklaces? How random. I actually don't. It's in the same gross chalky category as those nasty Valentine's hearts.
When was the last time you fell over or ran into something? Uh, I think I ran into a doorframe somewhere in my house today.
Do you listen to music every day? Uh, YAH.
Do you still go trick or treating?Not really, but I do dress up for Halloween. It's just that the last four years I've gone to RHPS.
What was the last thing you ate? An awesome salad at Rib Crib.
Are you a fast typer? Yep.
Whats your favorite type of soda? Diet Dr Pepper.
Have you ever moved? To college, and then to another building on campus.
Have you ever won an award? Several, yes. Not much variety, though.
Are you listening to music right now? Yes, I am.
How long ’till your birthday? Two weeks this Friday!!
When were you the saddest in your whole life? The last half of my sophomore year, and March of this year.
What time is it? 10:46 PM
Do you use ebay to buy or sell? No, but my dad does.
Who makes you mad? People who try to ruin other people's lives and people who think the rules don't apply to them.
Have you ever heard a song written about you? White Houses, The Jeep Song, Handle With Care, I Loved You Once In Silence, Gravity, As Long As You're Mine...the list goes on.
Something you want to happen in 2010? TENT!
Summer 2008? What about it?

HONESTY SECTION
1. Honestly, what color is your underwear now? Grey
2. Honestly, whats on your mind? Seth. And the fact that I need to post more often.
3. Honestly, what are you doing right now? ...taking this survey...
6. Honestly, have you done something bad today? No, I haven't, except for minor cursing if you consider that bad.
8. Honestly, who is the last person you talked to on the phone? Seth
9. Honestly, are you jealous of someone right now? Maybe a slight bit.
10. Honestly, what makes you mad most of the time? Bitches. People that are unpleasant for pretty much no reason.
11. Honestly, do you bite your nails? The worst of anyone I know.
12. Honestly, have you had an eating disorder? For a bit.
13. Honestly, do you want to see someone this very moment? Yeah, I do.
14. Honestly, are you keeping a big secret now? No.
15. Honestly, do you have a friend you don’t actually like? Kinda.
17. Honestly, are you in denial? If I was in denial, I wouldn't say that I was.
18. Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? When I'm in MO I do, but I never have any food in my room here.
19. Honestly, do you like anyone? Yes ma'am. We've been through this.
20. Honestly, does anyone like you? Oh, him? No, not much.

ANGER SECTION

1. What do you do when you’re mad? Bitch and rant to someone who will agree with me.
2. What’s the worst thing you’ve done when you were mad? I broke a kid's nose in fourth grade. I also tend to say things I don't mean.
3. Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Probably.
4. Do you swear when you’re mad? Not really, actually.

CRYING SECTION
1.When was the last time you actually cried? At Paranormal Activity. Oh shit.
2. Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeah, I did that a lot this spring.
3. Do certain songs make you cry? Yeah, weird ones too. Don't Ever Stop Saying I Love You is one.
4. What usually makes you cry? Uh, everything. Haha.

HAPPY SECTION
1. Are you usually a happy person? Now I am! I wasn't for about three years.
2. What makes you the happiest? Being appreciated by people I value. And people thinking I'm funny.
4. Do you believe in yourself? Sometimes.
5. When people say they think you are good looking/pretty, do you get happy? Yeah, as long as I can tell they mean it.

 So here I am in Plagues and Pestilence hearing this very sweet but nigh on unintelligible Egyptian man babble on about the Black Death, which I've known backward and forward since before I can remember. 
Sorry about that last thing...I needed to get that out.
I don't know why I went through such a dry spell there posting-wise, I guess I was just so freaking busy. And now I like not having to be a thousand places at once and not being under much control of my parents, but I am spending a lot of time alone. Which doesn't really seem right for college. I don't know, I guess I'm reverting back to my completely self-deprecating attitude from the first two years of high school. Well, no one wants me around enough to call me, so I'm certainly not going to call THEM...Eh. I'll probably get over it. 
In other news, I'm going home this weekend! I'm pretty excited. I mean I love it here, but I miss my Seth. Really badly. We're both kind of nervous wrecks without the other. You know when you leave the house and you just know you forgot something and you feel all exposed and jumpy? It's kind of like that. 
I miss you all too! We didn't get to see each other enough this summer. We really need to keep each other posted on when we'll be home. When does everyone's winter break start?

 I never post. Yes, I realize this. 
But right now I needed somewhere to go with this. 

Whenever I hear your name. Whenever I see your picture that perfect mouth almond skin cold cold heartless eyes . When you are mentioned. I want to scream. I want to ball my hands into fists and my fingernails cut into my palms and the tension in my bones can almost escape. "You need it and I need it" he said. He didn't need you, Miss, he needed me you used each other. Standing there doing the dishes he was never yours. He was angry and heartbroken and closed off but not for you it was for me. You towering slant eyed terrible merciless goddess, he was never yours. He has always been mine, he has been mine since the first time we spoke. Maybe he's been mine since before either of us knew it. That night I held him captive, but you will never work around your pride to understand. Through the sweat, the barbaric animal abandon, the sound of your bony elbows making contact with the southwest wall, he was MINE. I was his. I hid behind a facade of unavailability. But goddess, do not mistake that I held his heart in my palm. And I most certainly do now. I have seen that intense face, I have heard those cries with more passion than you ever heard them. Your record may impress some, but you have never been loved as I am. I pity you. But you scare me all the same. How could you not? If the king is sent into exile and wins the heart of the plain housemaid from the court jester, the sight of the queen makes the girl tremble. High atop your pedestal you seem to still hold sway over us. Over me I know. Over him I fear sometimes. Your existence sends awful twisting to my core. But beware, empress. If you ever threaten what I have, if you make one fraction of a step in his direction, I do not take responsibility for my actions. I will rip the gold from your locks, tumble your temples and cry havoc to the skies in my rage. You had your chance with a priceless irreplaceable man and you lost it. He was yours, you treated him wrong and I have him now, I have him until he doesn't want me anymore. I have his strong hands, his chocolate eyes, his velvet voice and again, his ecstasy. Mine, your majesty. With primal innate ancient primitive raw energy I clutch him to me and snarl, "MINE."

Comment & I will...
1. tell you why I friended you.
2. associate you with something - fandom, a song, a color, a photo, a word etc.
3. tell you something I like about you.
4. tell you a memory I have of you.
5. ask something I've always wanted to know about you.
6. tell you my favorite user pic of yours.
7. in return, you must post this in your LJ.

 Welcome to the 2009 Yes Troupe lockin. 
Last night we had the end of the year show. I was taken out of a shitload of the numbers because I hadn't been there in a badrillion years which is totally fair. Anyway, we did Our Time from Merrily We Roll Along for our senior song. It's really poignant and stuff. I got a little ferklempt at the line: Years from now we'll remember and we'll come back / buy the rooftop and hang a plaque / This is where we began / Being what we can...
It happens.
Anyway, so for my solo I sang Meadowlark which is actually really pertinent to my life over the past several months, so I was all emotional over that, plus Seth was in the audience. He said he was tearing up a little during my song. Because it was me, and he knew it was for him. And it was. 
Anyway, C is in town for a very short while, but I WILL see her this time. Haven't laid eyes on the girl since January. That ain't right.  
Toodles!!

 Here I am in the Vandivort dressing rooms posting from my NEW MACBOOK. Wow I'm really excited. I've never even had a computer in my room and now I have a laptop!! AAAAAHHHH!! 

Okay, I'm done. So I never post anymore, as I am sure you have noticed. It's probably either annoying, sad, or you just don't care. I'm going to try to start posting again on at least a semi-regular basis. At the moment all I have to report is Loot. If you are currently anywhere near the greater Springfield area you should come and see it. Black comedy, British as all holy hell, and an amazing cast. 

Seth is over there in the stairwell lacing up his workboots. Him and his leather jacket and 1960's cuffed jeans. Sexy. ; )
And now he's bitching about his cast mates. How very predictable. 
I am actually a little concerned about the poor boy's safety, seeing as in one scene my father swings him around the stage. And...basically beats the living fuck out of him.
Typing with one hand and giving S a shoulder massage with the other.

And I really don't have anything else to say. You just have a nice day. 

To the rest of DWI,
I am the first. Officially.
Love, Diz.

It was in his car, which I have come to know and love.
I was wearing my white and black striped stockings. Amanda would be so proud.

Fucking Ouch.


But mmmmmmm....

Okay, I have started a comm. And I want people to join it. It's for people who love musical theater, but actually know their shit. Novel idea, eh?

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DO IT. PLZ.

Me singing Beauty and the Beast at First Night. In case you were interested.

I promise I'll do an actual update eventually...

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( Yet another meme.... )


Man, do I have to pee.
*Stanislavskis*

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Oh mah gawd I am so tired.
Lorriane is working us to death. Between YES Troupe camp and HSM rehearsal, I've had no less than six hours of rehearsing every day except Saturday for a week.
Sorry I nevah evah post; I just never seem to have anything to say. I also really need to rotate my userpics.

New icon post over at yukonicons.[Unknown LJ tag]

1. Randomly pick a song from your music library.
2. Find the lyrics
3. Go to Google translation and translate the lyrics from English into Spanish.
4. Take the new Spanish lyrics and translate them into French.
5. Take the new French lyrics and translate them into English.
6. Post the NEW English lyrics and have people guess the original song. 



 

My car. Got eaten. By a tree. A tree. Fell on my car. And my mom's. 
The windows and windshields are smashed out, and the front left corner of my car is all fucked up. I seriously fucking hate nature. 
On top of all that, this is the ninth tree we've lost since January because of the fucking weather. 
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